WEBVTT Kind: captions Language: en 00:00:24.150 --> 00:00:30.352 My name is Ardiansyah. My nickname is Ardian. I'm 44 years old. 00:00:30.952 --> 00:00:36.419 My diagnosis is schizophrenia disorder. 00:00:36.896 --> 00:00:40.074 I don't live in my house anymore. 00:00:41.429 --> 00:00:48.185 Now I live in a mosque but sometimes I live in my aunt's house. 00:00:48.390 --> 00:00:54.290 I stay in the mosque for 5 out of 7 days. 00:00:54.447 --> 00:01:00.568 Initially, the one who brought me to the mosque for the first time was Mr. Fathoni. 00:01:00.718 --> 00:01:05.470 By chance, Mr.Fatoni is in the same congregation as Mr.Yaqoub. 00:01:06.083 --> 00:01:15.880 So I was introduced by Mr.Fatoni to Mr. Yaqoub, the mosque caretaker, 00:01:16.428 --> 00:01:25.440 When he introduced me, Mr.Fatoni said, "He has nowhere to go, 00:01:25.440 --> 00:01:30.000 so if it's possible, can I leave Ardiansyah to you so he can live in this mosque?" 00:01:35.894 --> 00:01:39.022 After that, I've been living in the mosque until now. 00:01:51.125 --> 00:01:56.157 This is a mosque, a place where people come to worship. 00:01:56.773 --> 00:01:59.563 And of course, he came here to worship. 00:02:01.344 --> 00:02:05.632 The one who introduced him to me was my friend. 00:02:07.600 --> 00:02:12.691 I have never met him [Ardiansyah] before. 00:02:13.385 --> 00:02:18.335 My friend didn't introduce him to me by appointment, to meet beforehand. 00:02:18.335 --> 00:02:21.524 But he [Ardiansyah] was brought here because my friend thinks that this is a mosque, 00:02:23.214 --> 00:02:29.180 a mosque where people stop by. A lot of people come here to sleep as Ardiansyah did. 00:02:30.407 --> 00:02:35.468 So I don't judge Ardiansyah specifically. 00:02:43.445 --> 00:02:46.830 For food needs, sometimes I get it from my friend, 00:02:46.830 --> 00:02:49.292 sometimes I get food on my own by being an odd-jobs handyman. 00:02:52.317 --> 00:03:03.522 To be honest, this mosque doesn't have money to serve food for people who live here. 00:03:04.676 --> 00:03:08.774 So for food needs, he [Ardiansyah] never complains. 00:03:17.500 --> 00:03:21.221 The reason why I live in the mosque in the first place is because my younger brother doesn't 00:03:21.221 --> 00:03:27.638 accept me anymore because the house I used to live in isn't my parents' house. 00:03:27.638 --> 00:03:35.573 It's the house of my younger brother's parents-in-law, so I can't stay there for long. 00:03:35.573 --> 00:03:46.660 You know, I feel like an outsider so I can't stay there. 00:03:49.884 --> 00:03:53.499 I only dare to judge his situation based on what he told me, 00:03:55.937 --> 00:04:05.332 that his younger brother asked him to leave the house. 00:04:06.615 --> 00:04:08.983 His younger brother is ashamed of him in front of his wife. 00:04:10.000 --> 00:04:13.831 It is indeed his younger brother's parents-in-law's house. Ardiansyah's father also lives there. 00:04:14.740 --> 00:04:23.547 He told me why he was asked to move, not kicked out, but move and find his own place to stay. 00:04:24.405 --> 00:04:33.157 He has a big appetite. He eats a lot not only in his younger brother's house but here with us. 00:04:34.494 --> 00:04:45.939 I never knew the medicine he got from the doctor caused his big appetite. 00:04:54.405 --> 00:05:02.235 For my future, I hope that I will get a real job and no longer be an odd-jobs handyman 00:05:02.992 --> 00:05:08.957 which I will do my best. 00:05:10.000 --> 00:05:13.027 I heard the government has a flat program [for people with disabilities]. 00:05:13.519 --> 00:05:22.448 I haven't asked again how to get one and when the flat unit will be available. 00:05:24.451 --> 00:05:37.361 I hope I can get one of the flats so I can live there with my father so my younger brother can just live with his wife. 00:05:37.833 --> 00:05:45.943 This flat seems to have just been built, has not yet been realized to be occupied. 00:05:46.460 --> 00:05:55.154 At least, if it is already available, I would like to register to become a resident of the flat. 00:06:02.680 --> 00:06:11.984 I really hope that with an age of almost 45, he has some working skills. 00:06:11.984 --> 00:06:20.515 It's just that Ardiansyah often says, "I can, I can," but it turns out he can't. 00:06:20.515 --> 00:06:31.533 Once, my friend, a member of the congregation, gave him a job to paint the fence at his home. 00:06:32.363 --> 00:06:37.103 It's only been one day and after that, my friend reported to me. 00:06:37.103 --> 00:06:39.618 My friend said, "Ardiansyah couldn't do his job properly." 00:06:39.618 --> 00:06:50.959 Well, what I hope for them. If the government does have a program and looking for 00:06:50.959 --> 00:07:01.431 people with mental disability, please look for them in order to train them. 00:07:02.668 --> 00:07:06.838 Because maybe, if you expect them to come to the vocational training center by themselves, 00:07:06.838 --> 00:07:13.645 maybe they don't know any info about it, and their self-confidence isn't full. 00:07:13.645 --> 00:07:20.988 I really hope that the government keeps the vocational training center running 00:07:20.988 --> 00:07:29.407 because this the digital era and most of them [people with psychosocial disabilities] are not ready 00:07:29.407 --> 00:07:36.164 to work with computers, right? I hope they can gat a training. Isn't learning a computer simple? 00:07:36.164 --> 00:07:38.011 They can use it for work. 00:07:45.778 --> 00:07:49.362 Other that the mosque, I go to UILS [a center for people with psychosocial disabilities]. 00:07:49.362 --> 00:07:57.067 There are many benefits of UILS, especially for learning computer. 00:07:57.067 --> 00:08:05.155 We're learning Word at the moment, Microsoft Word, which my friends at UILS 00:08:05.155 --> 00:08:09.548 are already able to use MS Word significantly. 00:08:11.846 --> 00:08:21.891 Eventually, my friends are now able to use computers by themselves. 00:08:23.459 --> 00:08:30.995 Even though this is the first time I heard about UILS, I think the UILS is helpful. 00:08:30.995 --> 00:08:40.000 It's helpful for people with mental disabilities. 00:08:40.000 --> 00:08:46.777 I don't know every conclusion of everyone who comes to UILS. The UILS knows. 00:08:46.777 --> 00:08:53.917 However, I think UILS is very helpful. It must be maintained and developed.